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6th September, 2007. 1:03 pm.

People are disappearing from facebook...

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5th September, 2007. 2:06 am. ...

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7th August, 2007. 1:46 pm. "Hey There Michael"

Michael Jackson was in my dream... kinda weird huh? I researched and found out he's making a new album... maybe it's a foreshadowing...

On another note... I'll be in Milwaukee for all of next week... maybe even longer. I'll be leaving Madison sometimes this weekend. I'm sooo bored... I've been sick... so life for me has been limited to a 10'X10' enclosure...

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12th July, 2007. 11:37 pm. Hi all

oh my goodness... livejournal remembers me... kinda creepy... it restored an old post that i never put up.... from years ago.... which i deleted... and the world shall never gaze upon again... but i'm sad people... it's the kind of get drunk go to sleep and forget me worries sad... who wants to go hang out so i can feel alive?.... movies??? bars??? picnic??? park??? karaoke??? night on the town??? star gazing??? painting??? zoo??? museum???

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7th April, 2006. 10:44 am. :p

yay!! it looks like i'm back... i've finally found time to sit down and write... muah hahahaha!!

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17th February, 2006. 12:32 pm. I'm still alive... though barely...

yay!! so we finally got a lot of snow... still didn't get the big blizzard i wanted, but it's still cool... so okies... things are starting to calm down now... so i'm not as stress out anymore... plus i'm getting better... not as sick as i was these past few weeks... but better... *sighs*... i missed my first midterm the other day... but my professor is going to drop it... :) ... okies... better go take my medication and start on my accounting homework.... i am behind behind behind.... :p

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13th December, 2005. 6:19 am. :(

hehe... i know i was sooo happy yesterday... but it's wierd... by the end of the day... i hated life... hated it's guts... *sighs*... what can i do?... i want to do soo much?... but it seems like i'm so stupid... i know i do stupid things... but somehow... everything feels different... but i am going to do everything... everything i plan to do... now i'm crawling... trying to pick up the pieces of my life... and build me up again... it's soo hard though... trying to figure out things... about yourself... seraching for yourself... only to find it... and lose everything... but i have the knowledge and the drive... isn't it enough?... one day i'll prove myself... not to anyone else... but to me... because i realized something very important... the smile on my face... which at this point is a sad smile... but it will turn itself around... and i hope others things will too... i've managed to savage my english and thai grades... looks like B's and B/C's... but that is quite alright... it's not the grades that matter... it's what you do with them... and what you've gain... you would be surprise how many phd students had 2.0-2.5 averages in undergrad... but they're in graduate school... doing what people of these types are stereotypically not suppose to do... and you'll see... smart people fall too... afterall... we are people... we do what people do... we bleed... we hurt... we cry... we make mistakes... and we grow... and that's you... and that's me...

Current mood: uncomfortable.

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12th December, 2005. 3:28 pm. :p

know i've found the answer i've been looking for... it's been such a long while and so hard... but i've found it... and it makes me sooo happy... i've finally discovered myself... my passion... what underlies me... who i am!! yay!! wow... i can't remember the last time i've been so happy... and relax... i've just ironed my clothes... and now i'm going to go shave... and do my hair... ahahaha... fun fun fun!!... can't remember the last time i did those things either... everything is so cool... i'm going to clean my room after i get back from the banquet... and than reorganize all my stuff... and dust everything... and vacuum... and than study for my exams... gosh... i just love it!! love it!! gosh... yeemoua... if you were here... i would pick you up and throw you in the air... hehehe... i'm high!! soo high!! on life!!

Current mood: happy.

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12th December, 2005. 2:53 pm. :p :p

i had a wow moment on the way back to my car today... i was talking to myself... yes i do that... and i do it a lot too.. :) ... and all of a sudden... my face just started smiling... which means i was... suddenly this huge influx of happiness and bliss just shot through me... i imagine that this is what people must experience when they're high... note: i said imagine... :p ... i am so happy right now... i need to share this... ahaha... teletubies just came to mind... nevermind... so yeah!!... happiness!!

Current mood: chipper.

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11th December, 2005. 10:22 pm. oh snow is fun

oh shit... so yeah... i was just out shoveling snow... which i must admit is fun... really fun... only thing was... i kinda had a baby shovel... the ones for like six year olds... and i ran into the car while shoveling... cuz i couldn't see... seeing how i had to bend down real low... but its was alright... it hurt like crap at first and i screamed for awhile... but now i'm scared... maybe it's the cold... i think i was out there for too long... i just got the feeling in my right hand back... but it hurts like crap... and it's really swollen... i don't know why... it was my right hand that hit the car... but it really hurts... and tingles... not sure if that's good or not... but imma wrap it up soon... and hope for the best...

Current mood: injured.

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